Love Story Of Sacrifice
I’m a 19th yo boy and fell in love with a 18th yo girl. She is from Indore and I’m from Ahmedabad. Here is my story.
We met on the biggest social network facebook. I got an advice from my friend to add her, so I did. That day was only 2 more days before my 19th birthday. She started conversation by sending me message on the chatbox.
“Hi”
“hello”
“how are you”
“um,,I'm fine,you?”
That was the first conversation between me and her. I thought it wouldn’t be longer. But I was wrong, she kept on sending me some casual messages at morning and night. We started to talk about hobby and our favorite things. To be honest, she was really polite to me (as many girls are always talks rude in social networks) and I liked her. But only “like” no more feelings.
Day by day passes, we become more closer. One night, we started talking about love and she said that she love me and she will always love me. I realized that I am also in love with her so I said that I loved her too. We have started out relationship from that day. You will never imagine how perfect she was. She not only loved me, she really cared about me, about my studies, my health (as she is a doctor). I was really happy with her. I never thought that I will love someone that I never seen. I really understood the meaning of love with her.
One night, I started to talk about marriage with her. She is a Muslim and I know that she will do an arranged marriage. I knew that she will never be mine in real but I just couldn't leave her. She said that she will do anything for me because she loves me a lot.
I was sad to be talking about that with her. The only thing I was afraid of is living without her. I really didn't know how to live without the only one that I love.
*March, 25th 2013*
Me : baby where are you? I miss you so much ..
Her : baby we need to talk.
Me : um, about what?
Her : since yesterday I had a fight with my parents. They wants me to get married very soon. But I refused. My mom fell sick and then she wants me to marry a girl that they have picked for me. I can’t believe they did this. My mom said that she will die if I don’t do this. I decided to fulfill my mom’s wish so I will marry that boy.
Me : when?
Her : she said on 17th September.
Me: (silence)
You know how it felt? It was like getting an accident, I felt broken, pain and hurt. If she marries that boy it means she will leave me forever. She even showed me the picture of the boy at that time. 17th September is only 1 day before my birthday. I don’t know what must I do. I just don’t know how to live without her. But truth is, I want her to be happy, I simply will be happy when she is happy. We had a webcam chat at that time, and I saw her crying, but I won’t cry because I wanted her to know that I am happy for her.
I might smiled, but inside I was dying. At that night I told her to accept the marriage because this is the best way for us (actually not for me). I wasn’t doing drama, but this is my real life. She was in a relationship with me for about 2 years. We started on my birthday date, and we ended on my birthday too.
About a week before her marriage, she has been really busy. She said that she had to prepare for his marriage, I tried to be calm and understand. One day before the marriage she didn’t send me any message as usual. I have been waiting whole day, waiting for her ‘good morning’ message, or maybe only a ‘hi’. I was looking at the monitor of my laptop, refreshed the page and hoped that she sent me a message.
At night, I was still on my seat, waiting for her (as I thought that day was my last day with her). I looked at her profile and her friends started sent her greetings for her marriage. I cried again and again. My heart now was in pieces.
*September 17th
I slept in front of my laptop. I again checked the message box. I didn’t get her message. I thought about sending her a message, maybe the last message of mine. Hi A.. Congratulation for your wedding, hope you found the best and last person to be your life partner forever. You know I am so happy today, because the person that I love has found his happiness’s way now. Hope today will be the greatest moment of your life. Hope you can build your own sweet family with your wife which will be longlasting and romantic. God bless you and your new family.
Best Regards,
F....
I still love her and I don’t know how to forget her. Loving someone does not always mean to be the owner of the person, sometimes love needs sacrifices. I really pray for her happiness. Now is the time to let her go. Even my heart don’t want her to go.
*Baby, I really love you a lot. You just made my life wonderful. Thank you for everything. I will always love you.
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